英语翻译Tori amos的这首歌我很喜欢,但是光凭嗓音她就感动了我.只知道是她在流产后写的歌,可以听的出amos的的悲

英语翻译
Tori amos的这首歌我很喜欢,但是光凭嗓音她就感动了我.只知道是她在流产后写的歌,可以听的出amos的的悲伤,playboy mommy 或许有‘不称职的母亲’的意思吧.真的很希望能知道歌词的意思,希望各位英语达人能帮助我,
歌词如下：in my platforms
i hit the floor
fell face down
didn't help my brain out
then the baby came
before i found
the magic how
to keep her happy
i never was the fantasy
of what you want
wanted me to be
don't judge me so harsh little girl
so you got a playboy mommy
but when you tell 'em my name
and you want to cross that bridge
all on your own
little girl they'll do you no harm
cause they know
your playboy mommy
but when you tell 'em my name
from here to birmingham
i got a few friends
i never was there when it counts
i get my way
you're so like me
you seemed ashamed
ashamed that i was
a good friend of american soldiers
i'll say it loud here by your grave
those angels can't
ever take my place
don't judge me so harsh little girl
so you got a playboy mommy
but when you tell 'em my name
and you want to cross that bridge
all on your own
little girl they'll do you no harm
cause they know
your playboy mommy
but when you tell 'em my name
i got a few friends
somewhere where the orchids grow
i can't find those church bells
that played when you died
played gloria
talkin 'bout hosanah
don't judge me so harsh little girl
so you got a playboy mommy
come home
but when you tell those soldiers my name
and cross that bridge
all on your own
little girl they'll do you no harm
cause they know
your playboy mommy
but i'll be home
i'll be home
to take you in my arms
感谢一楼的朋友，希望能翻译全部的歌词，

playboy mommy不适合单单理解为"不称职的母亲".更多的是一种自伤和自责,"放荡妈妈".想象一个女孩私生活随便,意外怀孕成了母亲.
在舞台上
我摔倒在地
失去意识
宝贝随之而来
在我还没有找到
让她保持开心的魔力
我绝不是
你想要的那个妈妈
小女孩,别苛求与我
不管怎么说,你有了个放荡妈妈
当你告诉别人我的名字
人生路上
一起都靠你自己
别人不会伤害你
因为他们认识
你的放荡妈妈