英语翻译hate meI have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lo

英语翻译
hate me
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride,a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you.Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself,you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

我必须阻塞你因此我的外表想法不失去理智
他们爬行在像蟑螂留下宝贝在我的床中
降低音带的小卷桥提醒我 我很孤独
在我的使 porno 感觉像家的头中玩电影
有我的自傲烧,在我的脑中一个神经紧张的出血
和平的盎司全部是我为你想要.你将会不再呼叫吗?
而且意志你从不说你只是爱我把它放在我的脸?
而且意志你从不试着去联络我?它是我想要空间
今天憎恨我
明天憎恨我
憎恨我,因此你能最后看见什么对你是好的
我是清醒的现在 3 整个月它是一个成就你用～帮助我
一件事物总是分别地撕破了我们是一件事物我再一次将不接触
在一个不舒服方法中我想要谢谢你在晚上捉住我的头向上晚
当我是忙碌的在我自己之上宣战的时候,你正在尝试停止打架
你从不怀疑了事物上的我弄歪意见相似的自杀憎恨
当它是方法的时候 ,你使我称赞我自己太努力地拿
因此我将开车如此的在远处性交以致於我从不十字架你的思想
而且做它在你的心中拿忘记 我无论什么
今天憎恨我
明天憎恨我
为我不 为你做的所有事物憎恨我
在方法中憎恨我
是的方法难的对燕子
憎恨我,因此你能最后看见什么对你是好的
而且由于一颗忧愁的心我说再见到你和波
为我已经犯的每个错误在街道上踢图像
而且喜欢一个宝贝男孩我从不是一个男人
直到我看见了你的蓝色眼睛哭泣,而且我在我的手中拿着你的脸
然后我跌倒大叫 "使它走开!"
仅仅使一个微笑回来和光泽正直起来像它一样过去一直是
然后她耳语 "你如何能对我做这?"
今天憎恨我
明天憎恨我
为我不 为你做的所有事物憎恨我
在方法中憎恨我
是的方法难的对燕子
憎恨我,因此你能最后看见什么对你是好的