I'd rather not to say what I think

I'd rather not to say what I think I'd rather not say. I would rather not say. Do not mind what others say,just to do what love i love to d I may not have said what I was hoping you'd think I meant to I would rather not say. 什么意思 英语翻译Life is not easy,so I’d like to say,“No matter what happ I'd rather to give i do not know what to say (say) at the party 为什么添to say I do not know what you mean to say is, What not only did I say to you I am do not know what to say(同一句)